These last few months have been, well, hell if I'm honest. The stress of exams and stuff brought back by Depression - it's not been this bad since I was 13 - and I recently devolved severe Paranoia in the past year too, which only made all the other things I have worse. I have felt so broken since Christmas, I haven't gone a week without feeling bad at least once. After exams finished I thought I'd be better, but no, the void left by school did nothing to help and maybe made it worse. I've been battling with many things recently, exams, my long distance relationship, starting Uni in September and whether I made the right choice, my sexuality, the list is endless.
The reason I've not posted stuff is I've been unable to draw for a long time, like a year now, and I'm only just slowly getting back into it by drawings dogs
Sorry for the lack of xenos, I need to work out where I am with them still and my style needs improving x3 I am getting there with the art though and I'll upload some of the dogs I've drawn soon
But, yeah, these last few months haven't been any fun at all for me, but I've managed to get through it so far
It's been decided I need serious counselling though to fix my deep down problems I've got. I have been on a waiting list for over a year, so I've accepted I'll have to pay for them sadly as I can't get them on the NHS as I'm not a 'priority case' nor 'serious' enough as I've never self harmed or tried to commit suicide. Load of bullshit the mental health system in this country.
I would like to really thank those of you who have been there for me through this horrible year, I'm still not totally better, but I'm getting there slowly x3 I will eventually be how I was before, eventually.
On the bright side, my laptop seems to be working again
only a few issues with the pixels on the screen, but 100 times better than before
So, yes, Wolfey is on the mend x3
In other news, it's less than a week before I travel to the other side of the world to see
! It's very exciting :3 But., expect more inactivity as I will be concentrating on him for a few weeks
Of course, we'll upload a photo or two so don't worry! Soooo looking forward to it!